| What i learned this summer is life can be so lonley with out
someone's fingers laced between yours, someone in your arm, and or
someone in your life.
hah it still can be lonley even if you have a girlfriend
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| Chill in the kitchen on my lap top while eating a bowl of cereal. =]
now I just need a girl friend or wife to share this with.
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| What i learned this summer is life can be so lonley with out someone's fingers laced between yours, someone in your arm, and or someone in your life.
This isn't directed to anyone, just letting my heart bitch at random people reading this on xanga. lol.
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| Do you ever get that feeling? That feeling when you feel your heart shrinks or fall? I hate that feeling so much, but I think I need it more. I feel like every time I feel that way my heart is just hiding from the pain people give me. I feel like my heart is growing colder everyday when I think of the problems in my life. Not cold because I am mean, but cold like steel. Cold like an armor suit around it. Cold like a village without people. Cold like empty.
Why do I like this feeling so much though? I laugh after ever moment of pain I feel. I haven’t been in a relationship for a long time and I don’t plan on being in one. Is that good for me? I don’t know. I need to see you. You know who you are.
God I hate speeding tickets and I hate my mom’s reaction.
#1 May 20, 2006
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